Spree
By: Maxine Kumin
My father paces the upstairs hall
a large confined animal
neither wild nor yet domesticated.
About him hangs the smell of righteous wrath.
My mother is meekly seated
at the escritoire. Rosy from the bath
age eight-nine-ten by now I understand
his right to roar, hers to defy
the bill from Wanamaker’s in his hand
the bill from Strawbridge’s held high
the bill from Bonwit Teller
and the all plum-colored Blum Store.
His anger smells like dinner parties
like trays of frothy daiquiris.
Against the pre-World-War-Two prime
standing ribs his carving knife
flashes a little drunkenly. He charms
all the other Bonwit-bedecked wives
but something overripe malingers.
I wear his wide cigar bands on my fingers.
Oh God it is so noisy!
Under my bed a secret stair
a gold and purple escalator
takes me nightly down under the sea.
Such dancing’s, such carryings on
with the prince of these-or-that
with the duke of ne’er-do well
I the plain one, a size too large to tell
grow tremulous at stickpin and cravat
I in tow shoes and tutu suddenly
see shopping is an art form
a kind of costume ball
Papa would we so humbly come
to the scene in the upstairs hall
on the first of every month, except
you chose the mice for footmen, clapped
to call up the coach of four?
You sent parries for the ermine muff
that says I’m rich. To think twelve poor
little things had their heads chopped off
to keep my hands unseemingly warm!
When you went fishing down the well
for the fox furs, hats with peacock plumes
velvet evening capes, what else befell?
You paid the bills, Papa. You cast the spell.
